It's a new life for me.

Seriously, Coldplay is like the soundtrack to my life.
Can't stop listening.
Well, I do, but lately it's only to switch to Michael Buble.

It's a new dawn.
It's a new day.
It's a new life
for me,
and I'm feeling good.

^ I am determined for this to be the motto of 2010.

I'm feeling good.

I get a second chance soon.
This time I wont lose my nerve.
This time I wont wait until its too late.
This time I will let it happen and expect nothing.
This time I will go for it.

And I can't stop listening to Michael Buble.
So amazing.

Romano's

I got a new job.
It's a hostess at Romano's Macaroni Grill.
Its been two full days, and I really like it.
I really like everyone I've met so far.

I worked both jobs today though.
My feet hurt and I have a headache.
I'm going to have to get used to this.

And, I have to wear ugly non-slip shoes. GROSS.

Definition of a Class Act (see Conan O'Brien)

"Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get. But if you work really hard and you're kind, amazing things will happen." -Conan O'Brien

My heart goes out to Conan and his cast and crew. He had his dream taken away from him during its infancy.
Also, I my heart goes out to their families, that uprooted their lives and moved 3000 miles from their home for 17 years.
The entire Tonight Show cast and crew, and their families, will be in my prayers.

The story under this article made me bawl:
http://mattdwilliams.wordpress.com/2010/01/24/conan%E2%80%99s-spectacular-finish/

Conan O'Brien is a CLASSY man.
He seems like one of the kindest and most genuine people in entertainment.
I can't wait to see what is next for him.
I have no doubts that this is NOT the end at all.

BUT SRSLY, I've been bawling over this. It makes me so sad.

I promise I will learn from my mistakes

I found these on my computer saved.
My love/obsession is sad.
But he's just so dreamy.



On a less creepy note, I am praying that I can finally just catch a break.
These past couple years have been really shitty for me, and I really just cannot catch a break in any part of my life.
Anything I get is taken away.
I found something I really want and I honestly need.
It would be amazing if I could get it, AND KEEP IT this time.
I am praying with everything in me for this.

Conan

I have a serious emotional tie to this Conan O'Brien situation going on.
I have watched almost every episode of both Late Night and Tonight Show with Conan O'Brien since I was 11 years old. Almost 9 years!
I watched his Inside The Actors Studio and cried from laughing so hard.
I'm really sad that he may not be on anymore.
LOVE YOU COCO!

I'm a million different people from one day to the next.

It has been a rough week.

Not knowing is really hard for me.
I need to know what went wrong.
And I need closure with the situation.

The negativity from other people has gotten old.
He's a good person regardless.
I'm not angry, don't know why anyone else would be.

I do have amazing friends and family though.
Brinkley and Travis have cheered me up every time I am down.
I got a video of my little brother dancing that seriously almost made me pee myself.

And just on a "shitty night" note, I downloaded 3 new movies and accidentally hit "delete" instead of stopping peer uploading. fail. and now its taking 3 times as long as it did before. damn eeeeeeeeeeeeeeet